Hello Darkness I Am Home
I really don't know what to put here anymore uh so yeah I'm Sasha
I wake up with this feeling of wanting to die every morning and I hate it. Two years ago I was like this and I don’t want to turn out how I was before but everything is bringing me closer and closer to becoming that girl I hated. I want it all over I want everything to be okay but it’s not that easy. I feel so broken still and I feel like the only thing that could mend me is you, but you have no idea how I feel you really don’t know. I wouldn’t tell you, not because I don’t trust you anymore I still trust you with everything I’ve got, but because my pain isn’t your business. You’ve got someone else, someone better.
"When you asked me if I was alright and I told you I was sad, you never texted me back. I don’t know why I expected you to care because you only ever loved the parts of me that were easy to love."
— Midnight Thoughts (I guess I’m not worth the effort)
I feel like a shitty pathetic waste of a human
How to tell if it was a gunshot or fireworks: gunshots don’t echo, fireworks do.
thaNK YOU SO MUCH
the fact that anyone might commonly need to know this terrifies me
clearly you’re not from america